Psychopat13

I sit here and I remember, I remember all the good times we had Now a days I can’t help but to feel sad Each and every memory Tinged with guilt and sorrow I wonder now if there will ever be a brighter tomorrow I remember the day you told me The day you gave me that horrible news Saying that you might have to pay your dues You tried to just blow it off, Like it was no big deal Acting as thought you  would simply heal You just wanted to forget and have fun Not ever realizing how we all felt Trying to understand the Fate you had been dealt We wanted to talk about it, To find out what was going on But all you did was yawn And went ba

We start out with a blank slate Some we get through others, some we create Each person has at least one Some people have many when their life is done Some eat at us bit by bit Some are so hard to admit Some are dangerous to ourselves and others Some keep us bonded closer than brothers Some are so hard to believe Simply because we are so naïve I think that you would agree That by letting them go, it sets you free As we go through life, they are collected Almost all of them unexpected One by one we keep them One by one we try to condemn Each and every single one of them Unable to stop the source from which they stem I on the other hand, Ha

I need to tell you something, Something you need to hear Something you need to realize You are stronger than you believe You are even stronger than me Both in mind and body I need you for support, Much more than you need me I need you for comfort, More than you need me to comfort you I lean on you, Much more than you lean on me I wish I had your strength, You emotional fortitude You can weather any storm, Continue on through the toughest challenges of life I wish I had your will power, Your drive You can accomplish whatever you want, Whatever you desire You will need you strength, Your will power For I will not always be there, For you or a

What does life owe me? Nothing, For I do not deserve to live Never have I, And I doubt I ever will Each breath, each second of existence I deserve none of it Why should I? What have I done to deserve this life? Nothing. I fight and I struggle just to live with myself But I do not always win that battle, No matter how hard I try The demons I fight are not like any other They attack from the outside And the inside These demons are all in my head, But that does not make them any less dangerous They know all my fears, All my hopes, All of my dreams How can I possibly win? How can I defeat them? They are the darkest sides of me They are who I cou

I want to make myself believe That I’m worth something That I’m not an accident, That I’m here for a purpose, a reason That when I die there will be One person to shed a tear for me I do not fear being judged, But rather being misjudged That when you hear me say That I wish to believe That I’m actually worth something I want you to believe That I do not want to die But that I want to live

Trust I would like to Trust But I cannot For how can one Trust, When they have lived my life? One that was full of hope and happiness, Of joy and Trust Yes, Trust was apart of my life A long time ago What happened? How did it change? I’ll tell you… I Trusted many and in total completeness So many knew everything about me My hopes and dreams To my wishes and fears And then one so called friend turned Then more and more followed Backstabbing me and my entirety I became broken, I felt lost in this world But then the friend who turned first was there, Reaching out their hand So I grabbed it, thinking everything had changed But alas,

It’s getting harder and harder these days To be near you, Without being with you Seeing you comes with such a rush My heart beats faster, my pulse races I want this to be so much more than just a crush I want to be the one to hold you, To kiss you, To love you Do I take your breath away when I look at you? Does your heart skip a beat when I say your name? Are you holding back, like I do? Because the possibility that you could ever feel the same, About me, is too much to handle Nothing in my life could ever be this good Do you ever think that we could be together? Do you think we would even have a chance? I am trying desperately not

Hey Mister High and Mighty Yeah you, Why don’t you come down from your perch Up on that mountain that is your ego Why don’t you get your head out of the clouds, It has got to be cold up there Obviously not cold enough to cool your temper It has got to be lonely up on that peak With you being the only one who is good enough To be up on that mountaintop Be careful when you come down You might slip and fall But do not be too lazy and slow For I am anxious, To show you how pathetic you really are To take away your façade of how tough you are, How good you are To show your true colors to the world As you climb down throwing taun

We are apart We are not in sight of the other We are separated by many miles Based on my choice to leave for a higher education, A higher purpose To further my knowledge and begin a career Sadly you did not come with For you have yet to finish school How I wish you were here My heart, it bleeds for you Drop by drop with every thought of you that comes to mind Slowing down beat by beat Slowly dying For you are my heart And the pain you feel is mine And mine is yours Two souls connected across the country Still beating to the same drum Its song coming to a diminuendo Coming to a close, To an end Tears run down my face The pain I feel is almost

Who is this girl? What is her name? What is she like? How would you describe her? This girl is my girlfriend This girl’s name is Mary She is like a dream; Every moment with her is blissful and joyous With her, every moment is phenomenal Where nothing goes wrong And both are happy to be alive And like a dream, when it ends I want to go back to it, I wish not to ever wake up because of this It is impossible to describe her But for this I shall try Her hair is as soft as fleece With its color rich and dark as the evening sun behind the horizon Her body, no lie, is the perfect body Despite her own belief Her skin is as soft as down, And as